Doubt doesn't disqualify you. Even the most honest prayer in the Bible was basically, 'I believe - now please help the rest of me catch up.'
“Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.”
More verses for uncertain seasons
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“Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing.”
Thomas asked for proof - and was met, not rejected.
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“And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?”
Notice what came first: the hand that caught him.
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“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”
Faith has always been about what we can't fully see yet.
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“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”
Your questions can be a way of seeking.
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“How long wilt thou forget me, O LORD? for ever? how long wilt thou hide thy face from me?”
Doubt has a place in the Psalms. It can have a place in your prayers too.
A short prayer for honest doubt
God, I'm not sure what I believe right now. I'm bringing you my questions instead of hiding them. Meet me where I am. I believe - help my unbelief. Amen.